2021.09.27 17:35 hmmhmm25 Gerard Way
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2021.09.27 17:35 Ladinus_was_taken It keeps happening over and over and over....
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2021.09.27 17:35 bubblegumpunk69 Why might I dread going to work so much, and how might I fix it?
Hello! 23f here. I am diagnosed with depression, generalized/social/separation anxiety, OCD, and ADHD. I am not diagnosed with autism but know I have it. Idk if it's relevant for sure but I also have some kind of chronic pain thing going on.
About 2 months ago, I started what is now my third job. For that reason, I've only just noticed that this is a pattern.
Every time I start a new job, for about the first month, things are okay. I still dread going in, but I'm the new person- I can make mistakes and nobody's going to get pissed or anything. After that, though, I slowly begin to assume everyone there thinks I'm stupid and annoying, which makes going in a living hell.
It goes deeper than that, though, I think. I always start dreading going in fairly early on, and with every job, it has gotten more difficult to keep myself going in. I worked my first job for 2 1/2 years before having to go on medical leave and eventually quit when I realized I couldn't return. Then I took a couple years off in between before starting a new job to try and get myself healthy again- and to some extent, it worked! So I got a new job. That one lasted 7 months before I had to go. These were both low pay, hard labor type jobs.
I couldn't afford to just take 2 years off again though, so I decided to get a part time in hopes I could at least do that, and I scored big time. I work with groups of dogs and don't interact with their owners- only with my coworkers. The hours are a little whack, some weeks I do 15 and some weeks I do 30, but that should be doable. Eventually, I'll get benefits here, even at part time. My lifelong goal is to work with dogs, probably in a vet or rescue environment.
I am suicidal again (not in any immediate danger doing it, though, it's just lingering at the side of my mind longer than it did before). About a month ago, I poured a full kettle of boiling water onto my leg so I could go spend 5 hours at the ER instead of at this job that I SHOULD love. The people are easy and kind, and I'm surrounded by dogs, which are also typically very good for my anxiety.
I don't know what to do. I can't keep moving forward like this, but my doctor says I'm "too young" for ODSP and the like. I also want to KEEP this job, because once I have a job on my resume involving animals, it'll be so much easier to find other ones.
I haven't told my doctor the water was on purpose yet, but I plan on it.
There are physical symptoms I get, too. I have a great deal of shitty memories at that first job (which I should have left sooner), sitting beside the toilet before a shift and hurling. The thing that made me eventually leave was when I passed out at work due to stress.
I don't know what to do anymore. I have a shift that I have to leave the house for in either an hour and 16 minutes if I bus, or in 2 hours if I Uber, and I'm currently sitting beside the toilet at home typing this and waiting to throw up. And it DOES come down to the minute for me. In the mornings when I get up for an early shift, I am constantly calculating how much time I can afford to stay in bed. If I can another 2 minutes, I set an alarm for 2 minutes- because I HAVE to. Every minute I stay in bed is another minute I can stay standing at work without breaking down. I lose a lot of my day to this, though, which doesn't help in the long run, because I end up feeling like 100% of my time awake is spent at work or getting ready for it.
Sorry for how long this is. That's the ADHD lol. Kept remembering more things that could be vaguely relevant.
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2021.09.27 17:35 Liv1ngShad0w Question about SPAM on my email.
So recently, I noticed some spam emails I got on one of my emails. They were tons of them. I chose all of them and unsubscribed or banned all of them. Now I don't get them anymore. The thing is I don't know how they got on my account to begin with. Maybe someone used my email randomly? I never got into a shady website or anything and to begin with I don't use this email to browse online anyway.
Anyway, I banned all those emails. I opened some of them by mistake but never pressed a link they had in. Some of them didn't have the pictures blocked, some did. Should I take any action other than blocking? Or ignoring them will be fine?
They are super shady, 90% viruses.
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2021.09.27 17:35 CitizenofTheNeoCity What Lane do Yall Vacation Too
I asked this on SupportMains but they removed so I'll ask it here. What lane do yall vacation to as a support main when I get tired of having to focus on 10 people I go top the next game and it really cools me and my brain down since I really just have to focus on the enemy top and farming(I know top is more complicated than that but still). Anyways what lanes do yall go off to when its all a bit to much.
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2021.09.27 17:35 SparklingChamomile FT Pics LF Celebi, Jirachi, Viciniti, Meloetta, Keldeo, Shaymin, Diancie, Hoopa, Marshadow, Zeraora (don't care if shiny)
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2021.09.27 17:35 NederReaper Item Exp not gained when fishing Fungal Algea
2021.09.27 17:35 reddit_feed_bot The Epoch Times: Hundreds Gather Outside Arizona’s Capitol Building for Medical Freedom Rally
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2021.09.27 17:35 sayitaintsooh Everyone needs to stop tipping in America
The expectation is you now give 20% when eating out. Sometimes when I go to pick up food I ordered ahead of time they give me an option to leave a tip. I hate the restaurant culture in America because of this guilt tripping that you are put through when it's time to pay.
I'm sorry your industry is exploiting you all, but it's not my job to make up the difference here. Most of us, eating out is luxury and paying 120% is ridiculous.
If we all just stopped tipping, the restaurant industry would implode and something better, more sustainable would emerge.
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2021.09.27 17:35 Charming-Ad-2381 Question for men 30+
When you have back pain, does it stop you from being sexual with your partner? Is there anything you like your partner to do to you whilst your back is recovering? Or is it a "I'm in pain, I don't want anything sexual right now" type of deal? My BF is having back problems & I have a high sex drive so I was just wondering if anyone has advice on like ways to work around the back pain, or is it best I stick to masturbating until he gives me the go ahead that his back is back in action lol?
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2021.09.27 17:35 Nshields08 How the hell does CEI get so much love 150M+ volume while we struggle to hit 50M+…. LFG donkeys!
2021.09.27 17:35 nordlicht-35 Could also be interesting for CYDY... "Citadel Ceo Lied Under Oath, Prison Ahead for him- Here’s The LEAKED PROOF"
Do you remember? Shitadel& Co?
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2021.09.27 17:35 mistymiss1 All things burn. Join us to discuss all things related to burning SHIB. We will track what the developers are doing and also coordinate community burns to see what happens to the price. The more who play the more it pays. R/SHIBAINUCOINBURN We are proud members of the R/SHIB COMMUNITY
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2021.09.27 17:35 TerrordoBeco Um respeito muito estranho pelo pai
Ele já fez coisas boas por mim, nunca me deixou faltar nada, mas daí parece que ele é santo né?
Ele já bateu na minha mãe(eles estão separados) e ele é bem mulherengo, cada semana uma mina diferente, sem falar que ele já foi bem tóxico comigo as vezes (quando eu estava com depressão, ele falava que isso era frescura e eu tinha que virar "homem") Mas apesar de eu repudiar tudo isso, eu respeito os bons momentos que tivemos e as coisas que ele fez por mim, isso é errado?
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2021.09.27 17:35 Sparky6272000 Crowne Apartments?
Moving here soon. Is the Crown apartments (Polo, Park, Oaks) actually good/worth the money? I am a student, and was hoping to find good apartments close to Wake Forest.
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2021.09.27 17:35 someoneyoudontknow0 Mini Cooper owners, how do you like them?
I've been living in Cambridge for the past 5 years. I absolutely love it here and want to explore the surrounding areas more frequently. I've been thinking of getting a mini and want to hear about people's experiences owning one here!
This will be my first car and I'll have street parking. There's always space in front of my place, so not to worried about finding a spot, but they are short spots at times. My job is within Cambridge but on the other side of town, so I'm assuming I can still use my resident parking pass there. I'm mostly concerned about the winter weather and maintenance.
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2021.09.27 17:35 A-is-for-Art Diesel needed for drive to work
Hi, I hope someone can help, I need to get to work on Wednesday, driving from the city centre to Chester. I thought if I waited it out the madness would die down but now the local petrol stations are saying their out of diesel. Does anyone know where I can fill up?
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2021.09.27 17:35 Witchcraft73 Multi-Session on one computer still possible ?
Now we are stared stash, it's a nice thing but still not enough for me as I plan to collect all Unique , set and other stuff of the game :D
It's much more convenient BUT in fact I find myself stuck with less maximum stockage capacity avaible with that new version : I mean, I could install several CD keys on a same computer and swap for a character to another in a private game to storage stuff but I feel like this new engine is more complex and prevents to do so; on one account I can create much more mules, shared pages allow to not switch but In fact I'm stuck to only one account per computer ?
So I'm asking, before buying a new key, are we still able to install as many Diablo II and launch it in the same times as we want ? Or is it locked to 1 .exe / key for one computer (even on another windows instance ?), how can I drop things and swapp account on the same windows session if games now expire when You leave ?
So, in fact this new storage system limit the maximum I can loot for one computer...? I have a laptop but it's not powerful enough to start the game (which is a shame as it can handle a thousand time the Legacy Mode).
Thank you for your help and sorry for my english :p
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2021.09.27 17:35 pornfista The Guy With Pleasure Fuck Busty Wife And Her Sweet Girlfriend – Lela Star And Keiran Lee
2021.09.27 17:35 PLConqueror What is your fav hierloom and why?
2021.09.27 17:35 IdiotAndProud Discovered this global superstar is a servo after I scanned their traits.
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2021.09.27 17:35 appsaraby "التعاون الدولي": 1.5 مليار دولار حجم محفظة التمويل الإنمائى مع الصندوق الكويتي للتنمية
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2021.09.27 17:35 alifodayz Big Shout Out to My Metallica Boyfriend
Doubt that you’re in here but huge shout out to the guy who stuck with me during metallica last night. Pretty sure your name was Rob and you were in a bullet proof leather vest. Thanks for making sure I didn’t get squished in the pit 🙌🏼
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2021.09.27 17:35 Lord_Mizuku Finally got my Marnie Nendoroid and snapped this pic!